Things began falling apart rather quickly and without going into much of what happened, I think it was a case of over zealous excitement to do this.. a dream of mine for years, and a lack of experience, a bad location, and I think most importantly for me, it was the inability to be able to give it 100% because I had to continue working my regular job to have an income. Whatever it was, we closed the doors to our little gallery last weekend. It was a sad day for me but i know i learned some valuable lessons along the way.
So I ponder, does God really open doors? Did he open it and I failed him in some way? Thats certainly a possibility I considered. Or is God opening and closing doors just a myth? I mean I would think Paul getting shipwrecked might be seen as a closed door but it didn't stop Paul... The persecution the apostles endured would look like a closed door to some people... I honestly don't know.
Revelation 3:8 "I know all the things you do, and I have opened a door for you that no one can close. You have little strength, yet you obeyed my word and did not deny me.
1 Corinthians 16:9 for a wide door for effective work has opened to me, and there are many adversaries.
Good things did come of this venture. I painted A LOT! I started teaching painting classes at local resorts.. that may or may not have happened as I was already teaching locally before opening the gallery. I learned alot and met some great people.
Anyway.. to soothe my sadness I painted a beach painting, something I haven't done in a while since we catered to a "Smoky Mountain" clientele.
Snow at Sunrise in Bay Head
Pastel
9" x 12"
Pastel
9" x 12"
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