It's fear that has control.
Fear that I will screw it up.
Fear that it wont measure up.
Fear that I am not able to do an amazing job on this.
Where fear is in control God is not so I know I must let it go and give it to God, to let God have control. I have to let go of the ME ME ME, stop worrying what people will think and just do it.... Easier said then done sometimes.
Whats amazing to me is that I never plan what I am going to blog about, I just start typing and the answer to my problem just shows up! Well sometimes anyway, but this is one of those times I think. Tomorrow I will endeavor to finish this painting but before I start I will give it to God and seriously pray over it!
In other news, still waiting on a closing date for the house my sister is purchasing but hoping to be moving within the next two weeks. This will be seriously helpful as I will have studio space. Right now I am rather cramped with studio being in my bedroom. Things have fallen together concerning the purchase of this house that only God could have orchestrated it so well!